“Breaking Bad”... Oh how we waited for that final series to return. We loved that television show. One day, during the first part of the summer, a commercial for the final season’s return came on and I heard Steve make the comment (really to himself), “They better hurry or I won’t find out what happens to Walt and Jessie.” Watching that final episode, oh man did I need Steve to be hunkered in with me. We knew those characters, we had invested time with them, we cared about their lives. I had to sit and watch Walt and Jessie... and I won’t ruin the end in case you ever want to watch but, there was...No Steve.
These moments are cascading into my lap faster than Fall leaves drop from their trees. I have so many tender moments, moments that I am unable translate into words. They are before me, so vivid, with such a necessity to share them with Steve. If anything, it seems like “the-3-month-thing” is worse than the first two months after his death.