So for now I am one. I know there will be a time when I will grow more comfortable with that term. I will learn to say my and mine instead of us and ours. I am finding what it’s like to be one and while I have my moments...I also have my memories, a heart full of them. Memories that will enable me to never be alone, memories that cause me to smile, to laugh out loud and to know that my life is full. Memories that will and are enabling me to walk into the future knowing that being one is okay. Knowing that in time I will find my way, my purpose in being one and I am waiting patiently for God to show me where that path will lead.
“The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quite alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature. As longs as this exists, and it certainly always will, I know that then there will always be comfort for every sorrow, whatever the circumstances may be. And I firmly believe that nature brings solace in all troubles.”